i still haven't had my first love yet, and i don't think i'd consider you as mine because we haven't even dated. you said you've always liked me but you're talking to someone, make it make sense. did you get over me that fast or are you using her as a distraction? i'm genuinely confused, but honestly. if you're happy i'm happy. i'm not gonna hold you back, i'm just gonna wish you the best and get what you finally deserve. i hope she helps you find yourself, knowing your're so lost in your thoughts that you feel like its the end. i hope she can do whatever i couldn't for you. maybe one day you'll find your way back to me, but a girl can only hope. :/