I know you ain't gonna see this, but I did it. I'm 666 days clean, on Halloween too. I see you four days a week but it isn't the same, you know I do actually get worried when you don't show, you're sick a lot. I doubt you'll see this, megs, but you were right. I uh, just came out to my partners as non-binary, you had me so figured out it terrified me. I'm going to tell you myself on Tuesday, doubt you'll care and you'll probably just ignore it but oh well. Oh, by the way, the first time you joined the zoom on your phone you spelled your name wrong. Dumb ass. -M (and yes I chose black, it's more favourite colour okay?)