I love you so much it physically pains me. I'm sorry for loving you when you don't love me back. You constantly say sorry to me, but I should be the one saying it. You already talk to me about how you love him. He's not good for you. I don't say that out of jealousy either. Stay safe. If no one's there to love you, look for me. I can and will control myself until the day we part. I'm sorry.