I watch your tik toks just to see if you are still happy. You are glowing. You are golden just like that song we claimed as ours those years ago. I don’t regret making the choice to try and let go. I did what I had to do but I always worry about if it was the right thing for you. I never wanted to hurt you. I don’t want you to hate me. I wish I could let go. Please know I’m sorry.