I know how bad I fucked up in 2017, I was so unstable and so attached to you, I know I shouldn't have been, the fact that you actually let me back into your life in 2018 was a 1 in 100 chance, I was so happy, I had friends again, the next year of being your friend was, nice, I don't really know what went wrong, once lockdown started we hardly talked, I missed you, Emily told me you didn't like me anymore, I kinda forgot why, something about me being selfish, idk I think I just deserved an explanation rather than being ghosted and left to think I did something bad again, idk, idk
