It’s been years since we last spoke I still think of you ... but not like back then now it’s more sadness and hatred ? I hate the way you made me feel you were my first everything and I hate how much power that gives you .... I can’t remember how many happy times we had together because what sticks with me is all the arguments and breakups we had all the times I had to beg you to come back I was weak and you relished in the fact that I was broken and you made things worse you’re a horrible person I hope you found the help you needed and repaired your relationship with your family I hope you’re fine because even though I despise you there’s still a part of me that cares for you because you were my first ...
