i miss running my hands through your hair and massaging your back. i never wanted to lose you. maybe we’ll meet again one day when we’re both healed. i hope you’re truly working on yourself and healing past traumas. I’ve been going to counseling, got an apartment, a different car. You wouldn’t believe how much healthier I am. I hope you’re healthier too and finding your authenticity. The real you Mateo is so special. I know you won’t see this but if you ever do just know i love and miss you. even though you hurt me i truly wish you great things. i feel like i’ve been waiting on you to come back but i gotta move on now officially for me because I do deserve to be happy. just know you were the worst and best thing to ever come into my life