Unsent Messages

Dear michael,
It’s been two months since we were together. i’ve gone so long without seeing you. hearing ur kind voice. your joyous laughter. I haven’t gone a day without missing you. i miss those soft kisses and heart melting cuddles that i wanted to last forever. i miss those brilliant blue eyes, and your soft dark hair. i miss talking to you after a hard day and feeling so loved that all my problems felt as if they melted away. I miss staying up all night talking to you about our future. i miss binge watching shows for hours on end until nights darkness turned to dawn. I miss our bike rides to the park where would lay in your hammock for hours overlooking the immensely blue water. i miss being able to be myself around you. I miss acting like complete idiots together and laughing at the dumbest things. i miss you teaching me how to play video games and even though i would be terrible at it you still would be so proud of me. I miss everything about you. You came into my life and took away my darkness. now that you’re gone i can slowly start to feel it come back. i’ve never met anyone like you and i’m not saying that to be cliche. i’m saying it because you moved me in ways no one else has. I love you now and forever.