Unsent Messages

landyn
so i’m not sure if you’re ever gonna see this but i need to put this out there somewhere. i love you. it took me a while to realize it but i really do. there’s just so many things to love about you. you’re the only boy i’ve ever truly loved, i just hope you don’t break my heart awfully. i know that you will never love me back and that’s fine, but i will still love you and i probably always will. i’ve had feelings for you on and off since 7th grade and i keep trying to get rid of them but it’s so hard to do so. all i want is to be with you but i already know that you’ve said we would never work which sucks because when you said that i agreed with you but the more i think about it i really do think we could work. but maybe i’m wrong, i have no idea how things would go. i think the one thing that i just need to accept is that you’re way out of my league. there are so many extremely pretty and amazing girls that you could have so why would you choose me. you obviously would choose the prettiest girl and that girl just isn’t me. i’m pretty much the opposite of your type and you’ve dated girls that are way better than me so why would you want to downgrade. i wish that you felt the same because all i want is to be held by you and told that things will be okay, i just wish i knew what that felt like. but landyn, i love you and i always will even if you don’t feel the same. i wish you the best ?