i honestly love u so much and you’re the only person i’ve ever done any of that stuff for and idek why i did bc i knew we would never work out and that we couldn’t be together but god i miss u so much and i just want that feeling again and for u to tell me everything’s gonna be okay and that you’re here but you’re not anymore and that’s the worst part and i miss u the feeling and the way u made me feel and i don’t believe that u could just change your mind that quick and go to someone else and u should’ve told me wau before you did and u know that and idk why u waited so long bc u knew the longer it would the more it would hurt me but ig now you don’t really care but