Unsent Messages

i miss u. i stay up still thinking about you. you’re perfect eyes, w those pretty golden flecks in the sunlight. your hair w the golden sun kissed tips, that looked like pureee gold in the sun. allll fluffy and soft. i still remeber when we were together you layed your head on my lap and i just looked in to your eyes and i felt everything good. i wonder what happened to that part of us. i miss your hugs. i miss feeling safe. i miss feeling at home. i miss being put to sleep by the sound of your voice. i miss hearing how excited you were over my good grades lmao you were more proud then i was. i miss the way you cared about me. i don’t know what happened to you in January. i don’t know why you cheated. i’ll never understand but, either way. i forgive you. i know it wasn’t you. i just want my person back. but i know that’s not going to happen