idk if you will see this but probably not. i am so sorry i am not being the best friend right now. i miss you and i miss hanging out. i’ve just been going through a lot at home. i keep having panic attacks and it’s freaking me out and most days i just want to sleep and not do anything. i try and send you videos to let you know i’m thinking of you but it’s just tough right now. i miss you and i’m glad you are still being my friend even though i don’t text you or call like i should.