Unsent Messages

You are the reason why I am so unsure of my sexuality. I'm so glad my group was missing a person so our teacher chose you to be in ours. You treated me so nicely. My own friend/s didn't even choose me sometimes, but you did. I was there next to you. You didn't really have anyone else either. I am definitely fucking somewhat gay because of that field trip. That field trip made me gay. I couldn't even sit with *my own best friend* in the bus. I took the fucking opportunity when the seat next to yours was open. I was so happy. It was definitely the gayest moment of my life. We talked about how pretty San Francisco is while looking at all the houses. You told me your favorite song was "She" by Dodie. That tells me you're a little bit gay. That's why this color reminds me of you, you're a fan of Dodie. I was conflicted on whether to choose this light yellow, or the matcha green that matches your jacket. Your smile is adorable. You were so nice to me. When we talked, I just... I felt... I don't know. But I wanted to talk more. EXACTLY a week after that, I got a boyfriend! And around that time, so did you! But you guys broke up lol. I don't know what would have happened between us, or if something is ever going to. I just wanted to let you know that I'm gay because a girl told me about how pretty she thinks San Francisco is.