Unsent Messages

Hey, how are you? How's everything going? You miss me yet. You miss the constant love and support I gave you? The amount of love I gave to you that you gave back. But then whenever life turned upside down for you, you had to do the same for me. I miss you, I'll admit that but how in the hell do I still have a crush on you?! I can't believe that after the years of us being friends you decide "Hey she's actually super cute" and then bam go and tell me you like me right before a HUGE CHANGE in your life. Like what the hell man. I loved you for so long but told myself it was just a crush, that it was just me thinking that maybe if anything happens it'll happen after I graduate. You remember our first break? When you said you would wait for me? What happened to that hun, what happened to us. What happened to you remembering that I'm scared of losing people and telling me that I wasn't going to lose you! I miss you so damn much and I can't even tell you this without the fear of scaring you away for forever. I do want to thank you though, you gave me a first relationship, a first "i love you", a first "Babe" and "Baby" for a nickname, and you gave me some hope that someday I'll be happy, a real happy. Thank you, for everything.

~We'll meet once again.