Unsent Messages

pink was the color you said i looked good in. lol. we first met from our friends dating, u were such a hoe and literally such a player to the whole friend group. i liked u since the moment i met u. u always flirted with me and played with my feelings all the time. u were so toxic, yet i still stayed there for you when you had no friends and even when u were in the wrong. i stayed for you, stayed there when you were crying at night about ur breakups, ur parents' divorce, ur grades, when u lost all ur friends, when u missed ur ex, everything that happened, i was there for you. you never helped me like i helped you, you never did anything for me. u didnt loose friends for me like i did for you. i left my best friend I've known since kinder for you and to be your friend. fuck u will. i was in love with you and guess what you didnt care u decided to play me. i actually tried. i tried staying. i tried being loyal. i did everything i could do for you to like me. even if it wasn't that kind of like, i just wanted u to love me back. care for me, want me, ask about my day; to do everything i did for you. yeah. you stopped being my friend after you met better people who treat u like shit. you rather have a popular friendgroup who goes to a diff school for clout. you don't care about me or any of ur real friends. all u care about is clout. that's exactly why u chose her. u chose them. everyone over me. after u left me i bet you had no care about me. i on the other hand was crying almost every night, i asked people about you, read our old texts, told people, asked people for advice, told my sister. u broke me. whenever someone mentions my name around u you prob laugh and think I'm the crazy girl who liked u while when someone mentions ur name around me, i try to smile it off and to not cry. lol I'm trying my best to get over u but i will always love u at the bottom of my heart. love u loser maybe in another lifetime