I was only 8, but I loved you, I truly did. I loved everything about you, from your charming smile to your stupid jokes. And I love that you haven't changed. Your smile still makes me smile. Your stupid jokes still make me laugh. I'll never admit it to you, but after 6 years, I think I still love you; and I still wonder if you ever did, or ever will love me back. I don't see you anymore, but we still talk. You'll never see this, but I want you to know I care about you. And no matter what, I'll love you Ryder. xoxo maddie