Unsent Messages

i’ll start from the beginning if you was thinking about someone else why didn’t you tell me? if you lost interest why didn’t you tell me? you could’ve told me instead of ghosting me .. i would’ve understood . why’d i have to find out from other people? dawg do you know wtf that shit did to me? i was HURT i felt unwanted & unneeded , betrayed like all of that . i was crazy over you bro , you could say like you gave me “butterflies “?, like you genuinely made me happy, to see you everyday , just to talk to you , or when you gave me a hug you don’t even know how excited i used to get ask jaedyn.but i think things went wrong because we were so quick to like rush into things & we never took the time to get to know each other . i barely knew much about you. & it’s the same for you , you really don’t know nothing about me. but i’ve come to peace or i’m able to settle with the fact that this is what it is & i can’t do nothing to change it i’m not finna sit around & cry over someone who couldn’t give a fuck abt me , like recently around the beginning of this month i was able to stop crying over you , stop wondering what i did wrong to you , to make you do what you did & i had to realize there was nothing i could do to stop you from doing what you did & to me i feel the reason i was so hurt was bc anytime you needed someone to talk to i was there , when you was finna do something crazy you came to me & i talked you out of it. I stopped you from doing a lot of stupid shit which probably could’ve caused you yo life or caused you to face time in jail. i did all of that just for you to go & do what you did so yeah i was really hurt , but i forgive you wether your sorry or not because maybe it wasn’t your intentions to hurt me idk but i’m not even worried about that stuff no more i’m really just trying to move on from it . i’d like to be your friend honestly your a cool person & fun to be around . but i’m done talking now so now what do you have to say?