From: ABC
To: hayley
Date: January 16, 2021, 8:49 pm
I doubt you’ll see this, because you haven’t mentioned the other ones I’ve sent. But I hope you get over him. I hope you realise one day that you’ll be okay without him, because you will be okay. I know you miss him, you told me that yourself but all the time you’re thinking about him, somebody is thinking about you. I don’t want you to miss a chance to be with someone else. He doesn’t deserve you Hayley, he really doesn’t. You’ll understand that one day.
You deserve to be happy, but trust me, you won’t be all the time you’re reaching out for him. Even if you think you aren’t, i know that a little part of you is always hoping he’ll text you and everything will be good again. But that’s not gonna happen, it can’t be good again with him.
You may think that I don’t know you but i do. I spent weeks trying to figure you out and I think I finally have figured you out.
You’re scared, you’re terrified of love. I don’t know if it’s because you’re afraid you’ll get hurt again, or that you’ll hurt someone else. Because you hurt me, you know that right? I know I hurt you but I wouldn’t hurt you again, I promise.
It sucks that I can’t tell you this, I can’t bring myself to text you. I know I still care, I’ll always care. But I don’t think you can say the same. It sounds awful, but a big part of me hopes you miss me, hopes that you regret what happened. I know I do.
I think I’m still holding on to the idea that maybe something could happen between us, I think I’d like that actually. But I know you wouldn’t.
I meant what I said, you can always talk to me. Always. I hope you do.