From: ABC
To: Hunter
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:45 am
im literally still in love with you but i dont know how to tell you. i literally hate myself but whenever i talk to you it makes me feel so special, you make me happy. i know you dont love me back, and wont ever again but i like to think you do. i like to think you still love me like you used to. its too bad, because i would sacrifice all that i have for you. i would give my all to make you happy. youre happier with her though, and i respect that. which is why i cant tell you, because i dont want you to leave again. i cant handle it. i cant handle the thought of you hating me or seeing me differently. i just wish you were with me, beside me. im no good for you. which makes me so upset and hurt. ive learned to lose you, and i dont think i can ever afford to again. i would do anything to make you the happiest man. all i can do is drop subtle hints and pretend that i dont love you, but its so hard. this is too much for me already. i can only ever hurt you, and i dont want to.
