Unsent Messages

i miss you so fucking much. i miss the comforting way you smelled like weed. i miss your laughs, your adorable giggles. i miss your amazing crackhead personality. i miss those long, tight hugs you would use to give me. i wish our relationship wasn't 90% physical contact.. i wish we talked more about our interests and hobbies as we got to know each other more deeply and our personalities. all this time, we barely knew each other. it was just hugs, hugs, music, and more hugs... but yet i still fell for a stranger. did you even mean it when you said you love me? pfft- i'm laughing right now, thinking you would actually take the time to read this. sometimes i think you care, sometimes i think you don't. you probably don't even give two shits right now about me. you don't care, yet my heart still hurts a little every time i see your name pop up when you view my stories. i've healed and moved on for the most part.. but our relationship was so weird.. i cringe thinking back on it. we were both strangers to each other. the only thing i know about you is that you're a gemini, you love alec benjamin, gacha, and demon slayer. now.. what do you know about me-? lmao exactly- that's what i thought pfft. i hope you're doing good pretty boy, things probably haven't been too good for you lately. have a nice night grrr. i'll always be here for you (⇀‸↼‶).