Unsent Messages

it’s been long since we’ve talked but i wish you would acknowledge and apologize for the toxic shit you did to me for the entire time we knew each other. i know what i did and i’ve done everything to make sure i’m never that person again but i still feel guilty. stop pretending as if i was the only one who did bad shit because you were just a bad person as i was. i wish i wasn’t such a dumbass because looking back on our messages there were so many clear signs. last time we talked i attempted to get some closure and even confronted you about the shit you did and yet you still found a way to put me in the wrong and make me feel like the only bad person without admitting you did those things. i don’t hate you or anything but i genuinely think you haven’t changed at all and that you believe you didn’t do shit. i wouldn’t mind if you texted me, i just want closure.