Unsent Messages

I'd be lying if I said I didn’t like you, and something tells me you’d be lying if you didn’t know already. The last thing I want to do is make you uncomfortable. All these nights, I find myself flirting and wanting more. I can’t help it. If you could tell me if it makes you uncomfortable, I’ll back off 100%. I love being your friend. It means everything to me. But you may understand why I’ve been confused all this time or whether or not you like me. I'm constantly debating myself. You may be tempted to say you don’t remember anything that happens on those nights, but I feel that it's simply impossible for you not to recall. I have no problem being just friends, but I'd like to possibly have an explanation for things that happen pretty much every time I see you. I don’t know how you wouldn’t find that to be frustrating for you or me. Honestly, I’ve been waiting to say something for way too long, but it's simply becoming too much for me to handle. Can you tell me your thoughts and let me know how you feel because I’m getting tired of being confused all the time. It's not your fault for not saying anything all this time because I have had a hard time sending this too. I don’t want to get my hopes up, and you may be thinking this is totally weird and awkward, and I’m sorry, but someone had to say something eventually. I don’t want this to ruin anything, considering things have finally stopped being weird between us, and we can actually be friends with no weird awkwardness, and that’s exactly what’s keeping me from sending this. Still, for the sake of my sanity, it needs to be talked about.