Unsent Messages

Hey, it's me you you haven't heard from me for a while now. I miss talking to you, I really do. And it might sound stupid but I wish that I wasn't ever the way I was. I mean I tried to seen uninterest, to try to seem cool. I wonder if you stare at me in class for if we think about each other at the same time. I pretty sure you liked melody every time you told me you liked me, or the whole time we were talking you were also texting her. You lied to both of us. It's funny that I thought that you were the one but I guess I was wrong. But I kinda miss you in a way. I miss our midnight talks, even though you didnt take me seriously most of the time. I also remember when we all facetimed, Whenever it was just you and me I always stuttered. I think about you most of the think, and getting some kind of hope when I get a notification. But even if you were the perfect guy, it would've not worked out. I feel stupid for even writing all of this. But yeah just have to get that off my chest.