i miss u so much. i stopped talking to u because i was convinced that u were toxic and now i cant even remember the "toxic" things u did. when we started drifting, i forgot who u were completely. when i tell you i forgot EVERYTHING this summer, its true and i think it was because i entered a bad depressive episode. its not an excuse and it was all my fault im so sorry. this month sucks but ive figured out so much shit and idk i just wish we were friends again. if u feel the same way please text me so we can talk about it and see if we can work it out. id text u first, but i dont think u want anything to do with me. im sorry
