hello. sometimes i do not know how to feel about you, well about us really. some days it is great. other days, you find yourself relapsing and heartbroken. it was two years, you had made it two years without doing it again. i want you to stop. i need you to stop. for me. please take a break. you don't have to go back to that dark place. you are okay. you look amazing and you were finally starting to love yourself again. please do not let a boy that you are still in love with stop you from that. -with a heavy heart, yourself
