you told me a few weeks ago how much you struggle sometimes and that broke my heart, i think about it every day and i hope it's all better now. please, always remember that you have so many dear friends that can and will help you when things get tough. i know it's hard and i struggle with it too, but try not to bottle up your feelings and when something's wrong, tell me. or anyone. i hope you won't do anything bad to yourself, ever.