Unsent Messages

i gave everything for you. i took everything anyone threw at me and for what. for you to just leave and not even try. for you to be complaining about not having someone by your side the way i stood there for years. you don't get to complain. you don't get a say in anything. that's it. you don't get to say how you feel. because you broke me not the other way around. i was here when you got with her, and then her, and even her, and you still couldn't see that it was me. i was the one. i had been there from the beginning not them me. i hate you so much that i cant stop loving you. you dont know how many time i wanted to text back. call you at 1 am. but i know your not thinking about me. i know your somewhere getting high to pretend your everything when you couldn't even see that the person you want and are always asking about was and always will be me.