Unsent Messages

sometimes i wish i never moved on. we’ll never be like that again and i hate that. ill never tell anyone this but you ending things with me hit me so hard. I hardly understood the reasons but i did it for you and it hurt. from my point of veiw you made it seem like you cared about me but not enough. not enough to try. you made it seem like you didn’t even want to go near me. of course i don’t know what you are thinking but i have never fully understood why. i hid all my feelings for the sake of you, your reputation and everyone else. it may not seem like it but i cared about you more than anyone else did and everything i did was for you. if you didn’t want me you should have at least had the decency to tell me why as i am left here always wondering what i did wrong. I bottled up my feelings because i didn’t want to be a burden on you. Now i’m just an ex and a stranger...