id do anything to go back to the way things were. why are you the one causing the pain but the only one that can fix it. i look pathetic because all i want is you and i can feel my heart throbbing. it’s that chest feeling i told you about, and ive only ever gotten it with you. the throb of something really horrible. i just wanted you and now i just want you. you made me feel ok. you made everything else not hurt but now it’s all bad again and my chest hurts and im dying again
