Unsent Messages

Its been almost a year since we broke up. I can't get you off my mind still, i still always wonder if i am on you even tho i know i am not. i just wish there was a way were i could go back in time and change everything, just fix everything. I look at who you are now and you are so different what happened to the boy i fell in love with theone who actully cared about his family and his friends, now there is just a guy who drinks away the memory's of the past, and i hate it, your losing yoursekf everyday i just want to come in and try to help you but it isn't my place its been 10 months since we were together and a month in a half since we last slept together which i find so stupid, why pull me back in just to break my heart again. Is it that entertaining to watch me break into a million pieces while you are out having your best life, you said you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me, but then you had to change and lie to me about everything just for what a bunch of whore girls that come and go every day i would have stayed with you forever no matter what you did.