I can't stay mad at you forever. I don't know why but no matter how hard I try I just can't let it go. I can't just accept that you're gone. You were the first guy I ever had real feelings for, it sucked. I wish I could go back and spare me the heartache and pain that you caused. And when I'm ready to let it go I find out you're after one of my friends. I don't understand we are in college now so why are you constantly picking up girls from a high school that you didn't even go to? And why are they always my friends? Maybe you have a screen shotted locked note for that explanation. I get so mad when I think about how you manipulated me into trusting you and then threatened to hurt yourself if I ever left. Who does that? Why would you do that? Especially after hearing all of my guilt after what happened with my friend? Why? Why make me scared that another person I care about would just leave this world? But that's just your game. Well I'm sorry, I'm not some perfect book character like you always wanted, the one you can sweep off her feet and save. I'm not a princess, this isn't a fairytale and I will find someone someday who will actually treat me well. Stop trying to get with my friends and stop trying to talk to me, you don't need to cause any more damage than you already have.