its almost been three months since you took your own life and i still think about you every day. i never understood what people meant when they said that but i finally get it. i wish i didn’t but it is what it is. thank you for being my best friend. i still blame myself, i know i shouldn’t but i can’t help but remember how rough our friendship was at the end of your life. i forgive you, it’s been hard and i am definitely still mad at you but i forgive you for taking your own life. tomorrow is halloween, your favorite holiday. i know ur excited to be a ghost this year and i hope you get to get your spooky on. thanks for being the best friend a kid could ask for.