why are you so convinced that one day he will leave? do you not recognize how much he loves you? you heard him last night whisper "i love you so much" when he thought you were asleep. you see the way he looks at you. you hear the way he talks about you. why are you so sure that if you open up- he's going to leave? he's not like the others. but everyone says that. but he really isn't. you're fighting yourself. you can trust him. you're not feeling okay right now and you haven't been feeling that way for the past couple of days. that doesn't mean he's going to up and leave you, okay? he loves you. you love him. please allow yourself this chance at love. it's okay.
