not are you only my first love, but my first real heart break. you’ll never ever no the fucking pain i went through, never. please don’t take me for granted. i try my best to be there for you, even if you don’t feel like talking. but i don’t think you realise that sometimes, even though i make it look okay, i really struggle. i don’t actually think you realise the pain i still have to face to this day because of everything; i can’t even brush my teeth without being reminded. nevertheless, you’ll always be my first love and i’ll always be here. even if the feeling isn’t reciprocated.
