It's okay that I can't have u in the way I want because I'm grateful to have u at all. I will deny my feelings and stand by u as a friend until fate says otherwise. Thank u for being here for me and being everything that nobody else was for me. Thank u for standing by me when people left, when my family hated me, when I lost friends, when I failed, through all the tears, heartbreak, pain, and laughter. The good and the bad. U were the first person I ever fell in love with and although I know I've denied my feelings to myself so much that even I am starting to doubt them, I will always, always love u even if I am not in love.