Unsent Messages

I don't know what happened, I don't even know how to explain it to myself without getting lost, or without having more questions. We were literally perfect, or at least the closest to it, but one day everything changed, for both of us, when we stopped feeling everything we said we felt?, and we knew it was real, when we lost interest in each other?, because I can't explain what the fuck happened. I don't know what to feel, I don't know if I'm sad, If I miss you, or I just want to know when we screwed it up and all this happened. We were not the same, but that made us perfect, we talked about living together and our pets, traveling together, our families, and one day everything changed, to the point of talking to other people, even being together, without caring. Now I feel better, is just that sometimes I miss you, I see you and I think, what would we be if we were still together? We'll be happy or was this our end anyway, no matter what? Sometimes I don't recognize you either, people say that when you break up with someone, you notice them differently from how they used to be but it turns out that he was always like that, only what you felt did not allow you to see it, I don't know if that happened to you but you were not this way, and I still care about you anyway. You just have to know that, I am going to love you forever no matter what, I called you "love of my life", and I think it was for something, you marked my life, and whether or not this is our end, you were important to me, and you always will be. I promised you that I would always be there for you, and so it will be...