stop using people. get on with it and cut off everyone for their benefit. i wish you never existed, but youre so manipulative and toxic for what? you always get away with everything, you always get what you want whether itd be a person, a substance, money, an object, a favor, etc. please please get on with it and kill yourself, you already experienced everything in your 15 years of living either way. you experienced everything no one should go through and you deserve it so don't even complain. at least youre not ugly and at least youre charming, shit, if you were ugly youd be far back in life lmao.