We were talking just a few seconds ago. You're saying it's fine, but I don't know if I can really believe that fact. Why am I even typing this? Because I'm too fucking afraid. You'll just say "it's okay" but I want closure. I want you to be specific. I'm sorry I'm so rude. I'm sorry. I wish I could say this was my last message to you, but if you're seeing this, I probably told you beforehand, right? I tell you everything, even the things I don't want to. But I can't manage to say this. I'm sorry. You're probably tired of me saying that. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm so weak. I'm sorry that I could never be good enough. I'm sorry I can't even say this to your face.