I want you to know I am so proud of you and the life you are making for yourself. I have always loved you. I am sorry I hurt you so badly, I was stupid and blind to see the love that you were trying to give me all those years, all the way back to junior high. I love you. I dreamt about you today, such a simple dream, Holding you in my arms with your sweet kisses that I miss so much. It was beautiful. You are beautiful. I am so sorry for hurting your heart. I am here always and only for you. I loved you, and still do.