Sometimes I wish that I would wake up from a text message from you, nothing crazy, just a “hey”. I could never do it because I’m so scared. So many things could go wrong. So I give you space. Ur happy now, and I’m better now. I haven’t shared anything private in so long with anyone bc I’m not as close with anyone as I was with you. I don’t know if I miss the idea of the old you or if I really would like you back in my life. So I wait, I just wait for the text message. I love you