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Oh, Nick. I'm still trying to get over you. We've never met, but we did talk online for a bit. During those few weeks, I felt something between us. We fell asleep on ft and basically acted as if we were dating. Then She came into the picture. Before I knew it, She took my spot and I was kicked to the curb. I knew that it could never work between us, but I liked pretending like there was someone who actually cared about me. We still talk on occasion, but it's always about her since I'm now basically your marriage counselor. Sometimes I don't mind it since I want the best for you, but I can't help thinking that I wish it was me. I want someone to love me the way that you love her. I want someone to talk about me the way you talk about her. I want someone to treat me the way you treat her. Everyone keeps telling me that my time will come, but I'm sick and tired of waiting. I know that I was happier when I was with you. Regardless of what happened, I wish you the best Nicky