From: ABC
To: Woma
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:02 am
Do u still think of how we used to be before? I miss talking about how happy we made each other, and waking up to you whispering my name through the phone. I just wanted to think of a happy memory between us, because all the negative drowns out what we once had. I miss us.. the natural, easy, old us. I will say though, it wasn’t just me, you sting too. I think you knew that. I understand I am not who I thought I was, and learning that left me torn apart. But I hope you don’t feel the need to make me jealous, even though I know you already do. I get it, there were moments where I hoped you felt the same pit in your chest because of something the other did. But I know that is wrong, you’ve already lived a hard enough life. I never hurt you with intent. I am made of mistakes, and always will be. I’m sorry for the way I treated you. I guess I am not made to be someone who can make it better after all. This isn’t all I have to say to you. And the rest isn’t all bad. Just know that I never didn’t care.