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oh boy were do i even begin... we had know eachother since kindergarten and then we started middleschool i had always had a crush on you i just chose to ignore it. Then came the day you gave me that weird loopy smile in class and i got butterflies. We were considered friends and we helped eachother with crushes little did you know that really hurt me, but i still helped for some godawful reason. i told you on valentines day (go my little sixth grader self) and what did you do... you played with my feelings even if i was young and naïve you still were a dick to do that. it hurt me. and then you proceeded to LEAD ME ON like W H A T but you gave me a wake up call telling me that you didn't deserve me not only that i deserved better. so i took time and found myself i found my self worth i found my happiness that somehow you stole. regardless of how much it hurt and how i suffered all i can say is thank you. I'm not mad I'm grateful. you could never understand but i needed to search for my happiness i couldnt expect it to be there i needed to tell myself i am worthy of happiness. i am worthy of love. I am worthy of life. And now i went into the new school year with that in mind and found someone who knows im worth it, i couldnt be happier. thank you trent really thank you. ill miss you spiderman

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