I feel nothing when your name is mentioned. But as soon as I start to love again or open myself up, I end up getting hurt because that’s all I’ve ever learned from you. I’m afraid of love now, because of a reminder haunted/created by you. I don’t want anyone to ever do to me, what you did -ever again. I want to erase you and start over again. Learn what proper love is like. Or to just be respected.