weve said it so many times but it was just awful timing. i was so ready and i heard you were too but then you stopped bc of someone else. id been waiting for MONTHS but i wasnt ready to get hurt again so the second i heard about her i made myself lose all feelings. ive tried so hard to make them come back and it seems to work for a little but then i think about her and then their gone again. i dont want to stop you from moving on but i dont know if i can even move on myself. i dont want to hurt you but letting you down but i know it has to hurt not knowing at all and i feel so bad not being able to give you an answer but i know its not know but i still dont know if its yes
