Hi, you probably know its me anyways. I wished I looked like you, I wish I was you. Everything about you captures others and I know you call me pretty but I can't help but doubt when everyone only looks at you. I wish I was so much more like you even if it means losing myself. I don't find the value in being me anymore. You're literally everything my parents want, my only friends like you better anyways, I literally fade away in your background. I know you're not responsible for any of this especially my own insecurity and I'm not asking you to be. I just can't help it anymore... my mind is just clouded with insecurity and I remember the one time I heard that I have too many issues that I just need to deal with so I never plan on saying this to you. But thank you for sticking with me and up for me even against my own comments.