im so sorry for dropping you the way i did and im so sorry that ive dragged you along for so long i dont know why i was so confused and i know that every time i apologize it probably doesnt help anything. i havent forgot ab you (obviously) but i think im just scared and i dont know why. every time i run away i end up coming back and i know it hurts you more than me. i just dont want to ruin everything between us if it could still work.