i think about you every day. you are in love with someone else and happy without me, and i still can't even figure out if i have actually moved on or if i am pretending to be. i just want you to hold me again. i want to feel the feeling of you crushing me with your biggest hug or giving me your best kiss, but i know i will never feel that again.my heart goes out to you and i am so proud of you. i love you so much jaden, so much. i hope life gives you so much more than you anticipated and i hope you grow to be happy, because even though you hurt me so badly, i know that you deserve it.