From: ABC
To: Callum
Date: January 8, 2021, 1:31 am
it’s been a year now.
i wrote a poem about you last year when i ended it, i did love you but i couldn’t stay. now you’re happy with someone else and sometimes my heart longs for what we used to have. but we were just kids and i was stupid. i’ll always love you though.
here’s my poem
Fuck you.
the pain is physical
wounded, it creeps in
mentally scaring
you leave them
undeniably lonely
fuck you
days obsessing over the hurt
why me?
enjoyable, a fun game,
tears leave memories
engraved forever
fuck you
believing i had no worth
unobtainable thoughts
racing
a constant cycle
one which can not be broken
even now
fuck you
weeks obsessing over the hurt
why me?
a chew toy, disposable,
words leave scars
imprinted to my soul
fuck you
moving on lures me in
i get closer
but i can't
his lips don't send shivers down my spine
his hands creep up
he's not you
i don't deserve this
fuck you
months obsessing over the hurt
why me?
rock paper scissors of my mind
your touch ruined me
i don't know how to live
fuck you