this’ll be embarrassing if you ever find this lol. but i think deep down in my heart i’ve always loved you, we really fell for each other back in september of 2018, but you know how that turned out. you were the first proper relationship i had and the only person i’ve ever loved that strongly. nevertheless i’m glad i got you back recently, you really make me feel safe and i look up to you in a way. even if nothing ever properly happens between us again, i’m so glad i got you back as a friend, you’re cool. and ily. you probably know that anyway
